All eyes on me

James Bacarro

April 9, 2021

There were 2 somewhat recent events in my life when I felt like a celebrity. The first was during my wedding. Aside from me and my wife being the stars of day, we were also assigned with personal assistants/coordinators throughout the day. The directive was “Should you need anything, ask your coordinators for help”. It felt awesome.

The second, surprisingly, was when my dad passed away. It was a heart breaking time but at the same time I noticed that my ego was liking it. My ego was enjoying the attention received from everyone around me — condolences and such.

Not quite sure what to make of it.

I’m only paying attention to my thoughts and emotions.

Being mindful.

Observing. But not judging.

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